Hi, me again. After a long, long struggle with writing Janto, I have finally come to the conclusion that my heart is no longer in it anymore. It's been like that for nearly a year now. I promised myself that I would finish 'In Sickness' because my readers deserved an ending and then hopefully my muse and my enthusiasm would pick up once more. Sadly, this has not happened and I can't write what I myself no longer believe in any more. I loved Janto from the bottom of my heart and writing them taught me so much which I hope to be able to continue in one form or another.
You as readers have been amazing. I couldn't have asked for a better group and I am truly grateful to everyone. Especially
royalladyemma, without whom 'In Sickness' would never have been as good as it was. I'd also like to thank
pmw10261,
czarina_kitty, and
jantogurl10 for offering to beta my as yet unwritten janto fic. Sadly that will never get written now.
Over the last few weeks I have found thay my new love is for Stendan (Ste/ Brendan from Hollyoaks). Their tragic love story with its intricate layers, twists, turns and complexity has completely enthralled me and I've found my love for them has now far eclipsed what I had for Janto. If there's any Stendan lovers out there, I would really love to hear from you, maybe we can fangirl sometime and share posts or fic or something, but for now, I am going to have to say goodbye to all my lj fans. I have had the best time in this little community over the last four years and I wish you all the very best.