Random letter
You all can figure out who this is to... so enjoy if you want to read
Dear___________,
Well i don't know how to say this let alone write it. I am angry at you. I am so hurt and dispooited that i just feel like i not only lost my best friend but a piece of me. I mean i understand that you are in pain but really have a issue with how you handled everything. I mean i wish you would feel like you could talk to me and treat me like your best friend but you can't for some reason. You eaither feel like i am not good enough or that i have enough drama of my own. However i much rather be speaking to you and dealing with your acutal drama and feeling then wondering ever day are you going to kill your self. I mean we have been friends for so long and now it feels like i only have memories of you and no future. Which is really scary because you know my whole past and know you don't really understand me. I mean i just wish you coud talk to me and tell me what was wrong. Since November things were not good and had to change and we just did not see them. So now as i sit and write i wonder when i do come home what will happen. I mean will i ever see you again or is this end of the best frienhip of my life. I don't know how to find out the answer to this question. I mean on one had i want to know and on the other i realy don't. I just don't want to be angry anymore so i letting it go and leeting me be happy and enjoing my time at wells. Whenever you contect it may it be tommrow or 6 years from now it won't mattter because i am over it and our friendship wil still exist in my heart forever, the only queston is dose it matter to you. I love you boy and i alwauys will... You know where to find me day or night... Love you
laura
Dear___________,
Well i don't know how to say this let alone write it. I am angry at you. I am so hurt and dispooited that i just feel like i not only lost my best friend but a piece of me. I mean i understand that you are in pain but really have a issue with how you handled everything. I mean i wish you would feel like you could talk to me and treat me like your best friend but you can't for some reason. You eaither feel like i am not good enough or that i have enough drama of my own. However i much rather be speaking to you and dealing with your acutal drama and feeling then wondering ever day are you going to kill your self. I mean we have been friends for so long and now it feels like i only have memories of you and no future. Which is really scary because you know my whole past and know you don't really understand me. I mean i just wish you coud talk to me and tell me what was wrong. Since November things were not good and had to change and we just did not see them. So now as i sit and write i wonder when i do come home what will happen. I mean will i ever see you again or is this end of the best frienhip of my life. I don't know how to find out the answer to this question. I mean on one had i want to know and on the other i realy don't. I just don't want to be angry anymore so i letting it go and leeting me be happy and enjoing my time at wells. Whenever you contect it may it be tommrow or 6 years from now it won't mattter because i am over it and our friendship wil still exist in my heart forever, the only queston is dose it matter to you. I love you boy and i alwauys will... You know where to find me day or night... Love you
laura