heaven's not a place that you go when you die. its that moment in life where you actually feel alive
more and more i keep hearing the word summer.
and more and more it makes me smile.
knowing its almost here.
its hard to believe in 5 months from now, i'll be saying goodbye.
i saw grass yesterday for the first time since the first snowfall, and i have NEVER been happier to see it. and maybe thats just a certain few summer-lovers that have hardcore rubbed off on me, but it feels like this year more than ever, i'm DYING to hear loud exhausts and see new turbo's and lay out in the sun.. and actually have it too warm out to smoke a cigarette. and and and..yeah. you get the point.
i think im finally out of this depressed shit that ive been in for the past month. it feels good to change a few minor details that have been crushing my spirits latley.
im starting to make old ties with people new. im starting to forgive the people that've hurt me. and im really trying my best to forget about the dumb shit. i need to get over it and thats the bottom line.
im planning on making this spring/summer the BEST summer of my life. and im so determined to make it that way, that it's going to happen.
so on day 5 of sobriety, heres a toast to making life worth living, and making the best of well...whatever! cheers bitches :)
and more and more it makes me smile.
knowing its almost here.
its hard to believe in 5 months from now, i'll be saying goodbye.
i saw grass yesterday for the first time since the first snowfall, and i have NEVER been happier to see it. and maybe thats just a certain few summer-lovers that have hardcore rubbed off on me, but it feels like this year more than ever, i'm DYING to hear loud exhausts and see new turbo's and lay out in the sun.. and actually have it too warm out to smoke a cigarette. and and and..yeah. you get the point.
i think im finally out of this depressed shit that ive been in for the past month. it feels good to change a few minor details that have been crushing my spirits latley.
im starting to make old ties with people new. im starting to forgive the people that've hurt me. and im really trying my best to forget about the dumb shit. i need to get over it and thats the bottom line.
im planning on making this spring/summer the BEST summer of my life. and im so determined to make it that way, that it's going to happen.
so on day 5 of sobriety, heres a toast to making life worth living, and making the best of well...whatever! cheers bitches :)