Feb 19, 2007 14:27
the walls in my house are white. and if you've ever been in my house, you know that that's unheard of.
and i dont like it. i walked into my house from leaving heathers and started crying. as much as i would love for a drastic change in life right now, im almost not ready for it. i cant face the fact that less than a year from now i'm going to be a fucking sundevil. im going to be in ari fucking zona.
my house is going to not be my house. the place i grew up in isnt going to be where im at. and fuck..i dont know.
as happy as i am to finally get rid of the people that i dont want to remember, im gonna miss it.