Just Been Thinking
Ok i havent used this lj in a long time because i made a new one. i got mad at this one. i bothered me. it has to many bad memories in it. oh well. if u want to take a look the new one i made that i will no longer be using is www.livejournal.com/users/afraidxofxme so yeaa...im goin for the Nightmare Before X-Mas LJ look. so yeaa.. Gators spending the night tomorrow night. i might still move in with my mom but idk yet. Taco gave me the "you have me n gator and gators really upset that ur moving" lecture so i decided to stay. but after this yr i still might go. i need to start doing good in school and if i have someone here that is like good in school then i might have some more encouragement so Ali might move in with me. my dad found out the other day that im Bi n flipped a right nut. so yeaa...now hes avoiding me like hes going to get sick if hes around me. oh well...it dont matter. theres only 1 chick i REALLY like but i'm afraid of what she'll think if i told her. shes like 1 of my best friends and yeaa. i want her to know tho...oh well ill figure things out soon enough. i hope :/ well i gtg....
I Love *Her* :/
I Love *Him* again....not sayin names
P.S-Paulie when you/if you read this i just thought id let you kno i love you more than anything in the world. and now that your gone im terrified of change. i dont like change. it scares the shit outta me. some change is good but i think this change is going to be the kind that no one likes. oh well....im used to having that one guy friend around that agrees with everyting i say when im talking about my problems just because ima girl and they don tknow what its like so they cant necessarily disagree and say "well no ive been thru that" lol. so yeaa.....im not going to replace you but i wish i had someone i could talk to like i could talk to you, thats a guy. someone whos wilig to be my friend. but noooo i cant find that. w/e it don tmatter anymore...
Gator-theres only 1 chick i REALLY like but i'm afraid of what she'll think if i told her~~~>help me. uve been thru this shit. what do u htink i should do....Comment
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I Love *Her* :/
I Love *Him* again....not sayin names
P.S-Paulie when you/if you read this i just thought id let you kno i love you more than anything in the world. and now that your gone im terrified of change. i dont like change. it scares the shit outta me. some change is good but i think this change is going to be the kind that no one likes. oh well....im used to having that one guy friend around that agrees with everyting i say when im talking about my problems just because ima girl and they don tknow what its like so they cant necessarily disagree and say "well no ive been thru that" lol. so yeaa.....im not going to replace you but i wish i had someone i could talk to like i could talk to you, thats a guy. someone whos wilig to be my friend. but noooo i cant find that. w/e it don tmatter anymore...
Gator-theres only 1 chick i REALLY like but i'm afraid of what she'll think if i told her~~~>help me. uve been thru this shit. what do u htink i should do....Comment
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