May 29, 2004 02:12
ABBY we've had a couple of really great talks, but not nearly enough. and it's a shame that we don't see each other more often considering the close proximities of our homes. i'm not sure i can really pinpoint what it is, but when i look at you, i see something inside of you that i want to be. thanks for sharing that with me, and with everyone else.
BILLY i hope you're happy because you deserve it. everyone loves you and i hope you know why. everyone loves you because of your amazing heart. i don't think i know many, or any, boys like you. seriously, fucking . . . seriously. like the love that you have for the people that you love amazes me. i've seen you interact with your family, and it is beautiful. and i've seen you interact with your friends and you're so good to them all. i am proud that you call me your friend. i'm glad that you are a part of my life, thank you. and happy birthday.
CHLOE i haven't seen, nor spoken with you in months. but i hope that changes soon. i hope things are going well in your life, and i wish you happiness, darling. please take care of yourself.
GABBY i'm pretty sure they you are a lot younger than me, but it makes my heart happy when i read my friends page, and i see your entries. you are so much more positive than i was when i was that young. everything you write reminds me to stay positive and to try my best to be happy with my life. i thank you for this.
JANEL i think it's been two years since i've known you this summer. but i don't think i find you any less incredible than i did when i first came across your journal two years ago. when i see that you are happy, it makes my heart flutter with happiness. and when i see you anything less than happy, i dream to heal your wounds. more than anything, i think you understand me on a level that i really can't communicate on. and i appreciate your talent, your heart, your mind, and the way that you love. and, i love you.
JENNY ljsdljadfsasa. that is all i have to say, only not really. i'm so glad that you are a part of my life. thank you for listening to me and understanding, and just being one of the sweetest, most thoughtful, and giving people that i know. the past eight months have been really great, and i know that the next eight will be even better. and then california. just wow, thank you for making the time i broke my wrist worth it. thank you for making my wish come true. i love you, and you are one of my best friends.
JULIE i don't think we've actually ever talked, but we were journal friends from awhile back. and i've always loved reading your entries. you remind me so much of someone i think i know, but still to this day, i can't figure out who. either way, when i read your entries i see a really great girl in a sometimes not so great world. you are so insightful and honest, and i appreciate that honesty.
LISA you also were one of my journal friends from awhile back, too. your entries are the best and i want to steal you and put you in my pocket. when i grow up, i want to be like you. i've seen you out and about, but i've never said hi. i'm shy, i guess.
REBECCA i'm sure we can both agree that it's been a great deal of time since we talked last. but i thought i would start by saying thank you. you are a great person and i've enjoyed knowing you. maybe this summer, we will get to know each other better.
SARAH gosh. i don't really know how to start this. we crossed paths because of a mutual friend, a shitty camping experience, and a college class. whatever it may be, it was meant to be. i truly believe that. i seriously . . . wow, i love you. i love talking to you, i love hanging out with you, i love when you laugh. and i especially love your ridiculously amazing driving skills. your happiness means so much to me, sarah. you just don't know. i have really hated to see you down recently. and i want more than anything to make things better even though i don't know that that is possible. but i want you to know that i am always, always going to be here . . . no matter what. no matter how much time lapses, or what the reason for that time lapsing is. you're so incredible. thank you so much. you will never know how much your friendship has meant to me.
STEFANY i can't even begin to imagine how long it has been since i have seen you, but i want you to know how much i miss you. and how much i appreciate you, and how much i've always appreciated you. thank you for all the inspiration and the insight. i wish you all the happiness and prosperity in the world because god knows you deserve it.
SVEN since the first day you walked into my life, eating a box of mueller's pasta, i knew that you were great. you made me laugh, and thinking back to all of the things you've said, and done . . . i still laugh. i miss you, and appreciate you. thank you so much.
TIFFANY you are great, tiffany. and i know that you know it. it's been awhile since we've hung out, but i'm glad that you are having fun. this summer will be great, and i hope that you are a part of it.