Grief

[welamom]

Lost an SCA friend last night.  I didn't know of his passing until this morning.  There aren't many details floating around yet, but he was a young man and apparently healthy, so this doesn't bode well.

If the Gods are testing me, where do I send my notification of surrender?  I'm sore with grief, and unsure as to whether I can take much more.

Which is such a selfish thing to think.

I'm pathetic.