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The stary night shines no longer as the snow continues
to fall from the cold heavens.
As i gaze upon the red filled sky my vision blurs
to see the distance beyond.
Heavy is the night as the city is covered in a blanket of snow.
Heavy is my heart that wonders when my world will fall apart.
Like the skies filled with mist and cold breezes.
I soon know where my path lays ahead.
The trees shiver amongts each other hoping to find that warmth on summers bed.
I stand along side them as i watch the snow fall.
Wondering when or if i'll get that call.
Like the wishes of the trees mine is the same.
To feel that warmth of that summer breeze.
To know that my hope will not be a shattered dream.
I know i'm posting late but bleh .. couldn't sleep. so yeah i looked out as it was snowing and realized that the sky is red. I remember someone once telling me that if the sky is red or orangish in colour. it's a sign that it will either rain or snow the next day. besides that fact that the weather forecast could tell you before hand. but if you've missed out and wondered. that's one way of knowing what's instore for you the next day.
on another note. it's been 3 weeks since i really got to talk to or see her. from that day she told me she'll think about it. but i know somewhere she's probably forgotten to like in so many things that seemed to involve between me and her. hmmm. 3 weeks since then makes me wonder if i should ask. or better to just let it be. I've found myself to be an annoyance recently aswell. It's like evrytime i plan on something. like movies or dinner. it never turns out the way i had hoped. i mean something always happens. like for example on Sunday we were suppose to go see Harry Potter or Chicken Little. never got to, i mean okay that's cool family thing came up and I have to be reasonable. so i'm not really complaining about why it had to happen .. rather just the coincidence of everything summed up. The only time since Sept that things turned out really really well was this trip to Pacific Mall. and Dinner at her fav restaurant. and yet I wonder at times how she can have so much time for her friends. but when i'm in the picture time seems to always be cut short. sigh* i haven't made a full decision of what i plan to do. rather i dread it for the most parts. worse comes to worse i guess i'll just sit in my corner till it all fades to black. maybe eventually that'll be the only way for me to realize things. I just hope the others don't wonder too much to where i've dissappeared to. i think i could use some time alone aswell. but knowing myself. i'll always be thinking about her like some lost child that i am.
to fall from the cold heavens.
As i gaze upon the red filled sky my vision blurs
to see the distance beyond.
Heavy is the night as the city is covered in a blanket of snow.
Heavy is my heart that wonders when my world will fall apart.
Like the skies filled with mist and cold breezes.
I soon know where my path lays ahead.
The trees shiver amongts each other hoping to find that warmth on summers bed.
I stand along side them as i watch the snow fall.
Wondering when or if i'll get that call.
Like the wishes of the trees mine is the same.
To feel that warmth of that summer breeze.
To know that my hope will not be a shattered dream.
I know i'm posting late but bleh .. couldn't sleep. so yeah i looked out as it was snowing and realized that the sky is red. I remember someone once telling me that if the sky is red or orangish in colour. it's a sign that it will either rain or snow the next day. besides that fact that the weather forecast could tell you before hand. but if you've missed out and wondered. that's one way of knowing what's instore for you the next day.
on another note. it's been 3 weeks since i really got to talk to or see her. from that day she told me she'll think about it. but i know somewhere she's probably forgotten to like in so many things that seemed to involve between me and her. hmmm. 3 weeks since then makes me wonder if i should ask. or better to just let it be. I've found myself to be an annoyance recently aswell. It's like evrytime i plan on something. like movies or dinner. it never turns out the way i had hoped. i mean something always happens. like for example on Sunday we were suppose to go see Harry Potter or Chicken Little. never got to, i mean okay that's cool family thing came up and I have to be reasonable. so i'm not really complaining about why it had to happen .. rather just the coincidence of everything summed up. The only time since Sept that things turned out really really well was this trip to Pacific Mall. and Dinner at her fav restaurant. and yet I wonder at times how she can have so much time for her friends. but when i'm in the picture time seems to always be cut short. sigh* i haven't made a full decision of what i plan to do. rather i dread it for the most parts. worse comes to worse i guess i'll just sit in my corner till it all fades to black. maybe eventually that'll be the only way for me to realize things. I just hope the others don't wonder too much to where i've dissappeared to. i think i could use some time alone aswell. but knowing myself. i'll always be thinking about her like some lost child that i am.