[IC 'Hijacked' Journal - Zain] The Blood Knight's Anxiety
((Author's Note: For warnings and author's notes, please click here. Warning: Violence, Abuse, Strong language and a perma-raging paladin who can't control his amount of vulgarity usage and writes like random keyboard smashing. You have been severely warned, Zain's journal entries are never meant to be poetic, florial prose or meaningful writings but more so of 'in-characterness' and dark humor-ish entertainment.))
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[IC 'Hijacked' Journal - Zain] VERY ANGRY WRITTEN JOURNAL ENTRY - "The Blood Knight's Anxiety"
FUCK THOSE TWO DEATH KNIGHTS. HE BETRAYED ME. AND I AM STUCK IN THIS SHIT HOLE. I LOCKED MYSELF INTO MY OWN BEDROOM BECAUSE THOSE TWO ROTTING SHARKS ARE PROWLING OUTSIDE.
I AM CONVINCED THAT ALL DEATH KNIGHTS ARE FUCKING, SADISTIC, BETRAYING BASTARDS.
THAT IDIOTIC, CONCEITED SON OF A BITCH WANTED TO TRADE ME OFF TO THE SHIT PIECE OF A BLACK DRAGON JUST SO HE CAN "PROTECT" HIS HUSBAND, CREW AND SHIP.
BULLSHIT.
YOU THINK I WOULD ALLOW HIM TO TRADE ME OFF LIKE SOME WORTHLESS PAWN OR VIRGIN SACRIFICE?! NO CHANCE IN HELL, FUCK FACE.
IF MY PRESENCE ON BOARD ENDANGERS THE SHIP AND CREW, I CERTAINLY DO NOT MIND LEAVING THE SHIP SO THE BLACK DRAGON CAN COME FOR ME INSTEAD. I WILL KICK THE SCALY LIZARD'S ASS AND SHOW THEM THIS IS HOW YOU SLAY A DAMN DRAGON.
BUT TO TRADE ME OFF FOR HIS ROTTING BLOODWORM NEST OF A HUSBAND'S ASS??? SCREW THAT. I AM NOT SOME LITTLE PLAY TOY EXCHANGE FOR A FUCKING PARLEY. SO MUCH FOR FUCKING 'OHHHH ZAIN, I ADORE YOU, I LOVE THE WAY YOU CHALLENGE ME LIKE EZIDRAN DOESN'T.' - TO HELL WITH THAT, I MEAN NOTHING TO HIM. PFT, HE DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME TOO EITHER, SHIT-EATING OLD FART.
IF YOU WANT TO PROTECT YOUR DAMN, BLIGHTING HUSBAND, DO IT YOURSELF AND GO ALL THE WAY TO PROTECT HIM. DON'T USE OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES FOR YOUR OWN SELFISHNESS. IF HE HAD ASKED ME TO LEAVE THE SHIP INSTEAD, I WOULD HAVE JUST SHUT UP AND MOVED ON. AND OF COURSE, HIS SICK, SLUT HUSBAND AGREES WITH HIM AND WANTS ME TO BE TRADED OFF TOO.
WHAT A PIECE OF SHIT.
THEN HE TRIES TO ARGUE WITH ME THAT I HAD ABANDON RAVENLOTH JUST TO NOT RISK MY MEN. TRUE. BUT THAT WAS DIFFERENT.
RAVENLOTH GOT INTO SHIT ALL BY HIMSELF BECAUSE OF HIS OWN FAILURE AND CARELESSNESS.
HERE - BOTH OF US GOT INTO SHIT. WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR OUR OWN. EVERY MAN FOR HIMSELF. IF HIS HUSBAND IS IN SHIT, HE WILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT BY HIMSELF AND NOT USE ME AS A TRADE.
ESSENTIALLY, HE BETRAYED ME. HE FUCKING BETRAYED ME JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE.
RAVENLOTH TRIED TO BUTTER IT UP AND APOLOGIZED QUICKLY TO SEE IF HE REMEDY THIS WITH ME. OHHHH, SO NOW YOU WANT ME OFF THE SHIP. WHERE'S THE OTHER HALF OF MY FUCKING APOLOGY?!
HAHA, NO. I GIVE ONLY ONE CHANCES, FOLKS. YOU'RE SCREWED. I HAVE YET TO HEAR AN APOLOGY FROM THE OTHER OLD FART TOO. HE'S TOO CONCEITED TO APOLOGIZE. HE'S SO FULL OF HIMSELF THINKING EVERY SINGLE DECISION HE MAKES IS RIGHT AND VERY THOUGHTFUL.
NO. JUST NO.
NEXT, HE TRIED TO FORCE A KISS ON ME. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. DO YOU THINK A FUCKING KISS WILL MAKE ME FORGET. THEN RAVENLOTH THREATENED TO RAPE ME. HE'S FORTUNATE THAT HE DIDN'T DO THAT, IF HE DID - I WILL SO CASTRATE HIS TESTICLES. MAYBE IT'S A GOOD IDEA TOO SO DYNAST CAN CRY OVER HIS HUSBAND'S LOST GENITALS. I HATE RAPISTS, ANYWAY. I THINK THEY DESERVE DEATH SENTENCES.
THEY ARE MAKING ME SO ANGRY. I DON'T WANT TO EAT, I HAVEN'T SHOWERED FOR TWO DAYS, I CANNOT SLEEP.
RAVENLOTH'S KITTEN IS SHUT HERE WITH ME. MAYBE I CAN USE IT AS A HOSTAGE.