Honestly?
I think there's a reason most companies don't let you date your coworkers. It's awkward and lame when you break up. But today was a little better, mostly because he wasn't there. But that didn't mean he didn't text me 60 times over a 4 hour period and then again while I was at dinner. I don't know. He enjoys my company, and thinks I'm "spectacular" and "the coolest cat around" but he doesn't want to date me. I'm not confused. I'm pissed like a motherfucker. And I ripped into him to day. Told him everything that's wrong with him. It's was amazing. And he took it. Maybe not exactly like a man, but at least not like the woman he's been acting like.
8 Things I'm looking forward to:
1. The Hangover tomorrow night!
2. Dressing up and parading my hotness in front of pathetic ex. Mean, but it's part of my process.
3. Hanging with my friend Nicole
4. The Miller Outdoor Theatres Summer line up. I'm gonna be sweating on the lawn.
5. The new Jasper Fforde book is finally gonna come out.
6. The new Harry Potter movie is finally gonna come out.
7. Being off on a Sunday
8. Getting my life back
8 Things I did yesterday:
1. Worked
2. Had hard talk with ex
3. Ate some damn good strawberries
4. Watched So You Think You Can Dance...
5. Didn't sleep
6. Decided to go see the Hangover with Nicole
7. Screamed profanities at my computer until pathetic ex told me to reboot it.
8. Finally learned how to check email with my phone.
8 Things I would like to do:
1. Get a tattoo
2. Get my eyebrow pierced
3. Get my Lasik
4. Find a nice man
5. Get another dog
6. Move out
7. Go back to school
8. Just write my fucking novel already
8 Shows I watch:
1. Psyche
2. Family Guy
3. Bones
4. The Soup
5. CSI: NY
6. Doctor Who
7. The Big Bang Theory
8. My Boys
8 Things I'm looking forward to:
1. The Hangover tomorrow night!
2. Dressing up and parading my hotness in front of pathetic ex. Mean, but it's part of my process.
3. Hanging with my friend Nicole
4. The Miller Outdoor Theatres Summer line up. I'm gonna be sweating on the lawn.
5. The new Jasper Fforde book is finally gonna come out.
6. The new Harry Potter movie is finally gonna come out.
7. Being off on a Sunday
8. Getting my life back
8 Things I did yesterday:
1. Worked
2. Had hard talk with ex
3. Ate some damn good strawberries
4. Watched So You Think You Can Dance...
5. Didn't sleep
6. Decided to go see the Hangover with Nicole
7. Screamed profanities at my computer until pathetic ex told me to reboot it.
8. Finally learned how to check email with my phone.
8 Things I would like to do:
1. Get a tattoo
2. Get my eyebrow pierced
3. Get my Lasik
4. Find a nice man
5. Get another dog
6. Move out
7. Go back to school
8. Just write my fucking novel already
8 Shows I watch:
1. Psyche
2. Family Guy
3. Bones
4. The Soup
5. CSI: NY
6. Doctor Who
7. The Big Bang Theory
8. My Boys