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Well, I should have known. 19 year olds are made of shit. I think I would understand if we were really having problems but out of the blue, for no good reason I can see, I'm single once again. And I have to go back to work tomorrow with my freshly minted ex.
I keep telling myself "I should have known." I'm not sure what it is that I should have known, but there was something. Something nagging at me the whole time and I never figured it out. Maybe never will. He's a jackwad and that should be enough.
edited to add: I think I had an epiphany. I was just attracted to him because he was attracted to me. I'm pretty sure once the bloom was off the sexual rose, I probably would have broken up with him. I had no deep emotional connection to him. My sister asked me why I liked him and I had a really hard time coming up with a coherent response. That's why I'm not more upset. I'm just really annoyed. It's what I should have known. D'oh.
I keep telling myself "I should have known." I'm not sure what it is that I should have known, but there was something. Something nagging at me the whole time and I never figured it out. Maybe never will. He's a jackwad and that should be enough.
edited to add: I think I had an epiphany. I was just attracted to him because he was attracted to me. I'm pretty sure once the bloom was off the sexual rose, I probably would have broken up with him. I had no deep emotional connection to him. My sister asked me why I liked him and I had a really hard time coming up with a coherent response. That's why I'm not more upset. I'm just really annoyed. It's what I should have known. D'oh.