My first day of spring break as I try and find the good in my days...
Friday I was pretty angry but now I'm pretty much over it. Just a lil hurt but well i guess i shouldn't take things so seriously...maybe it was just a joke...and maybe it wasn't.....it just made me think.
Yesterday went to church and to my grandmother's house. She doesn't live there anymore...hasn't for about a year now...her presence was there though felt through the laughter of the family members and through their smiles and love. I hadn't been to that house for so long and yet it still had that same wonderful feel of coziness and that divine smell of arroz, frijoles, y tortillas. hehe.
Today was nice, busy and active.
I woke up got dressed in a hurry and left to McDonalds for breakfast then proceeded to go to the gym. I attended a kick boxing class for an hour. That was really interesting and fun and hard! Then afterwards I proceeded to run on a tredmill for 2 miles. I need to stay in shape in preperation for the upcoming relay marathon this saturday.
Ran a few errands and then took my lil' bro to the pet store in edinburg and we bought two bunnies, one for him and one for me. His is all white and male. Mine is a painted one with white background and splashes of black. Pretty funky but very pretty she's a doll. We went outside and played with them and I laid atop my old park tree house. I looked up at the clouds, let the wind blow through my hair and across my face. It was beautiful...I had flashbacks of when I was little. =)
It's amazing that feeling when I found my long lost best friend at only 3 ft tall...my grimlin boy!
I visited the ranch and fed the cows grass. Such strange animals and so unique and quirky, different, I like them.
My phone had been ringing off the wall it seems. I didn't hang out with anyone this past weekend and today it was like wowzers! So that was nice.
I had a long talk with my mom yesterday. I needed to have a talk with her. I don't really have anyone to talk to these days about really important things because everyone seems to be so busy or caught up in their own lives. Best not to dump our problems on others i guess. Yeah she let me have it all the things I needed to hear but didn't want to. Guess I need to work on smiling some more. She says if you do it enought you'll start to feel it. I hope so. As my grandmother said in her old age why did you start smiling when you were old she said it's because that's the only thing I have to offer the world. Wise woman...Thank God for Moms.
She keeps asking me about graduation and what type of party i want. ANy suggestions?
Well that's all for now. Things are going nice I can finally breath again and dance and smile and rest and sleep. IT's spring break 2006 of my senior year so i feel like doing something crazy any suggestions? hehe. well c you all soon. bye loves. --Eri
The longest walk to your heart as you turn away......
Yesterday went to church and to my grandmother's house. She doesn't live there anymore...hasn't for about a year now...her presence was there though felt through the laughter of the family members and through their smiles and love. I hadn't been to that house for so long and yet it still had that same wonderful feel of coziness and that divine smell of arroz, frijoles, y tortillas. hehe.
Today was nice, busy and active.
I woke up got dressed in a hurry and left to McDonalds for breakfast then proceeded to go to the gym. I attended a kick boxing class for an hour. That was really interesting and fun and hard! Then afterwards I proceeded to run on a tredmill for 2 miles. I need to stay in shape in preperation for the upcoming relay marathon this saturday.
Ran a few errands and then took my lil' bro to the pet store in edinburg and we bought two bunnies, one for him and one for me. His is all white and male. Mine is a painted one with white background and splashes of black. Pretty funky but very pretty she's a doll. We went outside and played with them and I laid atop my old park tree house. I looked up at the clouds, let the wind blow through my hair and across my face. It was beautiful...I had flashbacks of when I was little. =)
It's amazing that feeling when I found my long lost best friend at only 3 ft tall...my grimlin boy!
I visited the ranch and fed the cows grass. Such strange animals and so unique and quirky, different, I like them.
My phone had been ringing off the wall it seems. I didn't hang out with anyone this past weekend and today it was like wowzers! So that was nice.
I had a long talk with my mom yesterday. I needed to have a talk with her. I don't really have anyone to talk to these days about really important things because everyone seems to be so busy or caught up in their own lives. Best not to dump our problems on others i guess. Yeah she let me have it all the things I needed to hear but didn't want to. Guess I need to work on smiling some more. She says if you do it enought you'll start to feel it. I hope so. As my grandmother said in her old age why did you start smiling when you were old she said it's because that's the only thing I have to offer the world. Wise woman...Thank God for Moms.
She keeps asking me about graduation and what type of party i want. ANy suggestions?
Well that's all for now. Things are going nice I can finally breath again and dance and smile and rest and sleep. IT's spring break 2006 of my senior year so i feel like doing something crazy any suggestions? hehe. well c you all soon. bye loves. --Eri
The longest walk to your heart as you turn away......