On a challenging days like today only thoughts about loved ones help me to unjam all those little wheels stuck in my head. Maybe our world was designed that way, miserable days were meant to be from the beginning of times, days when black sharp loneliness and dark purposelessness blow your mind and force you to your knees. Nothing seems to help but this simple thought. I've got you. And I love you so much. And I know just how much you love me.