i feel good all over

Aug 16, 2007 22:52

This always happens- the week before I get my haircut, I have a series of 'good hair days' and I suddenly don't feel the desire to get my hair cut. But I know that if I don't get it cut, the next week, I'll be fussing over my hair and wondering why the heck I didn't get it cut.

it's a bit like how I am feeling about the end of the summer... this whole summer I have been completely ecstatic about going back to college in the fall. And I still am, don't get me wrong. College is going to be loads of fun. I am one anxious kid to get back to school. However, I am suddenly feeling this sense of panic- it is hitting me that I won't be at home, in Washington, for very much longer. And dang, I sure like it here. Especially in August, you can't beat summer in WA.

Not to mention the fam. I'll miss my family a lot, of course. It's been fabulous to have everyone home- Becca just got back from London. She bought us all nice scarves, we all wore them around even though it's 80 degrees. She also got me the Mr. Cool book.

Anyway, I suppose what I am trying to get at is this- There is hardly ever a time in your life where you are completely satisfied. There is bound to be something a bit off. Right now, I am missing school a lot, the whole college scene, my buds... And I'll go back to school in a few weeks, and I'll miss Washington, I'll miss my family... it's just how life is right now. And I'll just make the best of it, wherever I am.

summer, college

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