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i've been so busy busy this week, i'm so tired from it too...i am going to keep this short as more of notes to myself to explore in my next entry, but therapy was really good tonight...i need to explore the following issues:
--i associate the following: boredom = rejection
--am i bored or am i lonely?
--boredom is a lack of stimulation, what else could i be exploring if i feel bored?
--when i'm alone is that a self-fullfilling propehcy of rejection or do i really enjoy it?
church was good tonight, afterwards i talked to brad (sr. pastor) and asked him if there was any scripture that discussed enabling someone and he said that there was no black and white scripture on it, but based on the brief situation i explained to him that studying discpline in the Bible might be useful. he said that he felt bad when he would have to punish his kids, but he knew it was out of love and the best thing for them. he also encouraged me to read the book, "boundaries" i'm going to swing by half.com after this to see if it is available to order.
monday was amy's birthday celebration, last night was my sissy's bday and tomorrow is duck's bday.
more later...i've got to order that book, clean my scary toilet, read a little and then go to bed.
--i associate the following: boredom = rejection
--am i bored or am i lonely?
--boredom is a lack of stimulation, what else could i be exploring if i feel bored?
--when i'm alone is that a self-fullfilling propehcy of rejection or do i really enjoy it?
church was good tonight, afterwards i talked to brad (sr. pastor) and asked him if there was any scripture that discussed enabling someone and he said that there was no black and white scripture on it, but based on the brief situation i explained to him that studying discpline in the Bible might be useful. he said that he felt bad when he would have to punish his kids, but he knew it was out of love and the best thing for them. he also encouraged me to read the book, "boundaries" i'm going to swing by half.com after this to see if it is available to order.
monday was amy's birthday celebration, last night was my sissy's bday and tomorrow is duck's bday.
more later...i've got to order that book, clean my scary toilet, read a little and then go to bed.