Back from an extraordinarily long hiatus...
I'm not sure if I even remember how anymore. I feel like I'm growing up too fast, like my heart won't be able to take the strain, but on the other hand, I feel a lot better about where my life is headed than I did even a year ago.
I spent six years in college. Six years floating, unsure of myself or the direction I was taking in life. Wasting time and money and then some more time...
Now all of the sudden I'm working at what amounts to my dream job and thinking about putting an offer down on a house (sure it's a shit-hole but it would be MY shit-hole).
It feels like too much too fast but if I step back from it for even a second I'll lose it all. It's really strange how sudden growing up is. One minute your partying all night with your friends getting drunk and having odd quasi-sexual encounters that you will later regret(why did I like that again?) and the next your in a stable, long-term relationship and a full time job, about to buy a house, two cats two dogs...jesus christ! what happened?! Am I ready for this?
This isn't how I pictured it, but I like how it looks...
I spent six years in college. Six years floating, unsure of myself or the direction I was taking in life. Wasting time and money and then some more time...
Now all of the sudden I'm working at what amounts to my dream job and thinking about putting an offer down on a house (sure it's a shit-hole but it would be MY shit-hole).
It feels like too much too fast but if I step back from it for even a second I'll lose it all. It's really strange how sudden growing up is. One minute your partying all night with your friends getting drunk and having odd quasi-sexual encounters that you will later regret(why did I like that again?) and the next your in a stable, long-term relationship and a full time job, about to buy a house, two cats two dogs...jesus christ! what happened?! Am I ready for this?
This isn't how I pictured it, but I like how it looks...