must...leave...
Fucking Taxes..
All of the sudden im insanely irritated. im sick of living at home! sick of it! i love my family with all my heart, my dogs,my house, my home...i do...but there are just some things i cant handle....like dog hair in my toothbrush..i hate hair in my tooth brush. and just some shit with my family just drives me up the fucking wall. and how they always act like i dont know what im doing, and that what i want to do might be a really bad idea. granted their right half the time, but that doesnt matter, im going to do what i want to even if they think its a bad idea. yeah, i know i have bills to pay off..that doesnt mean they constantly have to question EVERYTHING i do with my OWN FUCKING MONEY!!! ITS MINE!! MINE! "oh..yeah, how much money do you have in your accounT? do you realize theres still about 16 days left in the month? what're you going to do when you have to pay your insurance? blah fucking blahity blah?"
irritated.
i told brittany that i'd go with her to the brew house tonight...and at the moment i'd rather slit my wrists then go. then caylah wants to go to the brew house after the game..which i think i will die as opposed to going. or i'll make her go somewhere else. fucking brewhaha..
i've found a lot of joy in going to the Y..not sure how come...probably because its something postive to do with my family, and im getting really close to jeremy. so thats nice
i have to call kevin and figure out a budget on these family photos..hmn..
god im annoyed..
All of the sudden im insanely irritated. im sick of living at home! sick of it! i love my family with all my heart, my dogs,my house, my home...i do...but there are just some things i cant handle....like dog hair in my toothbrush..i hate hair in my tooth brush. and just some shit with my family just drives me up the fucking wall. and how they always act like i dont know what im doing, and that what i want to do might be a really bad idea. granted their right half the time, but that doesnt matter, im going to do what i want to even if they think its a bad idea. yeah, i know i have bills to pay off..that doesnt mean they constantly have to question EVERYTHING i do with my OWN FUCKING MONEY!!! ITS MINE!! MINE! "oh..yeah, how much money do you have in your accounT? do you realize theres still about 16 days left in the month? what're you going to do when you have to pay your insurance? blah fucking blahity blah?"
irritated.
i told brittany that i'd go with her to the brew house tonight...and at the moment i'd rather slit my wrists then go. then caylah wants to go to the brew house after the game..which i think i will die as opposed to going. or i'll make her go somewhere else. fucking brewhaha..
i've found a lot of joy in going to the Y..not sure how come...probably because its something postive to do with my family, and im getting really close to jeremy. so thats nice
i have to call kevin and figure out a budget on these family photos..hmn..
god im annoyed..