SHEW I DONT EVEN WANT TO HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT!LOL

[wednesdey07]

Well I have another thought why does everyone talk about people! I mean yea I do it to I do it alot but I really just dont understand it! Why do I have to say terrible things about people I have barely talked to or have never met! I am not the only one that does it but its all girls! Girls love to talk why! I guess cause were human and we think its fun! But why do we like to make other people miserable for our sick twisted fun? Its a thought that has crossed my mind many times and time after time I have told myself I am not going to say anything bad about anyone again but I do! I guess we find everyone elses flaws so we can feel better about our own! We feel great sayin that stuff like its weight off our shoulders. But many people(girls) never realize the amount u spend talkin about other people is probably how much time is spent talking about you! I guess I am fortunate to say I have never heard mean comments about myself that are spoken behind my back and I want to keep it that way! Because i think if u hear too much about yourself u start to believe it! But after all this thinking I have realized is people need to change I need to change I think I have been in whinny elmentary school mode my whole life and I think its time to grow up! I would rather realize this at 14 then realize it at 18! And I want to say one more thing Freshmen aren't all whores! Alot of my classmen have dissappointed me but I know they will learn in time its stupid to bow down to those older guys! Oh yea I am 14 and yea I can be childish but I learned how my life would be at 11 so yea i am baby yea i need to grow up but so does everyone else! QUIT TALKING ABOUT PEOPLE! If you can really think of a good reason you need to continue with all the false bullshit you say then go ahead but i really doubt you will! OH AND ONE LAST THING! why do u tell your friends this is so wrong dont ever do it again after you think it is wrong for you to do and freak out when we even mention it but now once were not friends the person that says it was wrong goes and does ityea u know who you are whY? really after u made it such a big deal!

now update on me!....
LAST NIGHT
Tommy came over after practice and stayed for awhile it was great! I love being in love its the greatest feeling ever and last night for some reason was just the best ever! But I hope everyone even if I hate you have a good day!