ugh....
so. life has been pretty much a mixture of crappy shit, awesome shit, and random fucked up shit. I mean, it usually is, but it's been more so lately... so... for example, i happened to notice while putting groceries in my car last night, that my tag really didn't look like my tag... it had the wrong expiration date and everything. So, i get home from wal-mart, and call the police to see what i should do about this. They sent a cop over, which kind of broke up one of ronnie's get togethers (oh well, there were some skanky bitches over there anyway...) and i come to find out that my tag had indeed been switched, and my car was carrying the tag from a stolen cadillac. WTF????? WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT ACTUALLY HAPPEN TO???? other than me. so i had to spend all goddamn day running around trying to get a tag put on my car, dealing with shit from the tag agency and from the cops and ugh... and it's really fucking hot outside, which isn't helping ANYTHING. And i've felt really fucking self-destructive lately... i dunno... i just don't give a shit about anything, and i know i should, but i just can't seem to muster the energy. i don't know man... it's just been one of those weeks where i can't seem to do anything right and nothing goes right and it just makes me not even care about anything anymore. i know i'll get over it, and that nothing is really that big a deal, but... it's just hard to convince yourself of that sometimes. Anyway, other than that, colorado was fucking awesome, i'm really glad i went and got to hang out with my lil sis... we got totally trashed the entire time, and i didn't do one scandelous thing, which is really good for me sometimes, hahaha. I got to play at some kick ass open mics, and got some REALLY good reception from every one and... well... denver fucking rocks, that's all i gotta say. And one of my best friends just happens to be in town at the moment (which is kind of my fault, but... she still loves me), so, i'm really stoked about that, and i'm trying to get over all my other emo bullshit so that we can have a good time. Anyway, hope all is well with everyone. Peace.