May 20, 2009 21:30
I think I just going to give up completely. Feel so tired from everything...just completely drained. Tired of being alone... he isnt going to forgive me... he doesnt love me like that anymore. Ive hurt him a lot and I am sorry for it all... but he doesnt want to accept it. Now you can move on and be happy. I am not going to interfere with you life anymore. I have tried to apologize and have tried to want to forgive you and myself.
Life is meaningless without love. Love is meaningless without life. Neither of which I have at this point. Neither of which I deserve.
I am sorry. For everything. And I apologize for this.
I will love you always. Always.
Stefanie