no reply...
This is the message that I sent to Brandon at 1 am this morning to apologize to him about our argument on Friday morning...
I just wanted to say Im sorry. If you still want to talk about things we can, but Im sure you hate me for the things ive said recently, and you have every right to..
you probably feel the same as I do that we can not be friends right now. We can not be anything.
If I, in anyway, have ruined your weekend I apologize for that, too.
If you dont care to read this msg, that is okay too. I just wanted to say that I feel it may be better if we dont talk at all, and go our separate ways.
I just wanted you to know how i felt...
and I still am sorry for everything.
Stefanie
It is almost Sunday morning and I have yet to receive any sort of notification from him. I know this is the right decision to make-for both of us. Even now, I still worrying about him some because I still care for him deeply. As much pain as I feel emotionally everyday, I try and look beyond it and focus on me.
Today was a good day, even with the interesting occurrences, like the graffiti in the men's bathroom and all the random people I helped today. I decided not to go see "The Adding Machine" tonight because I wasn't feeling well and I was pretty exhausted from the past few days. I also am covering for Dara tomorrow morning because she can not work due to the matinee show. I need to do my essays for arts&humanities and prepare myself for the presentation... woo. Monday is the last day of classes, and then Wednesday I take the GED test in order to graduate, and then the following Monday are finals- AND then I am finished at Wor-Wic!
whoo.
I need to do so much right now but Im just so exhausted. It doesnt help that I am sick, again. It could be the bronchitis again and the antibiotics did not get rid of all of the infection. I really do not like depending on caffeine to get me through the day, but it has...and through the night unfortunately. (Hence why I am still up, despite my exhaustion). It feels so good to write out my thoughts...sigh... I still want to work on my book project (which of course will never be published) which involves journal entries and sketches about my life. Almost like a memoir, I guess... I just want to bring together everything that Ive written down about my life, even if most of it is private. Of course, this will be a life long project with multiple parts because there have been and will be many chapters in my life. Maybe, in time, I will present it to the people I trust and care about the most... maybe...
For now, I am going to try and get some sleep. Hopefully tomorrow will be good also.
Good night.
P&L
I just wanted to say Im sorry. If you still want to talk about things we can, but Im sure you hate me for the things ive said recently, and you have every right to..
you probably feel the same as I do that we can not be friends right now. We can not be anything.
If I, in anyway, have ruined your weekend I apologize for that, too.
If you dont care to read this msg, that is okay too. I just wanted to say that I feel it may be better if we dont talk at all, and go our separate ways.
I just wanted you to know how i felt...
and I still am sorry for everything.
Stefanie
It is almost Sunday morning and I have yet to receive any sort of notification from him. I know this is the right decision to make-for both of us. Even now, I still worrying about him some because I still care for him deeply. As much pain as I feel emotionally everyday, I try and look beyond it and focus on me.
Today was a good day, even with the interesting occurrences, like the graffiti in the men's bathroom and all the random people I helped today. I decided not to go see "The Adding Machine" tonight because I wasn't feeling well and I was pretty exhausted from the past few days. I also am covering for Dara tomorrow morning because she can not work due to the matinee show. I need to do my essays for arts&humanities and prepare myself for the presentation... woo. Monday is the last day of classes, and then Wednesday I take the GED test in order to graduate, and then the following Monday are finals- AND then I am finished at Wor-Wic!
whoo.
I need to do so much right now but Im just so exhausted. It doesnt help that I am sick, again. It could be the bronchitis again and the antibiotics did not get rid of all of the infection. I really do not like depending on caffeine to get me through the day, but it has...and through the night unfortunately. (Hence why I am still up, despite my exhaustion). It feels so good to write out my thoughts...sigh... I still want to work on my book project (which of course will never be published) which involves journal entries and sketches about my life. Almost like a memoir, I guess... I just want to bring together everything that Ive written down about my life, even if most of it is private. Of course, this will be a life long project with multiple parts because there have been and will be many chapters in my life. Maybe, in time, I will present it to the people I trust and care about the most... maybe...
For now, I am going to try and get some sleep. Hopefully tomorrow will be good also.
Good night.
P&L