This was from early May, I don't think I put it on here. All I did was run my fingers through my hair, it just came out like that. That was the night I did the kitchen scissor cut. It's horrendously thin on the top now, thick at the bottom. I took my hat off at the chiropodist the other day as the lights were dim, I saw her face when she saw my ( Read more... )

Saturday when my parents brought my shopping over I wasn't feeling very good at all which is saying something. After dinner my father asked me where I wanted to go to that day for my weekly outing, & I said back to bed! So I did ( Read more... )

Ah this seems so silly in hindsight but I still find it upsetting. Wednesday I had to go to the podiatrist and I could feel myself beginning to get very on edge. Very tearful, very shaky and subsequently very annoyed & angry with myself. I made myself leave the house, get in the car and set off for town. Half way there I knew I couldn't do it. I ( Read more... )

Lit the lantern in the garden for Matilda and did a posy of flowers for her of catmint, rosemary and forget-me-nots on Monday. Seemed appropriate. Also lit a candle in front of her photo on the mantlepiece, cried as I often do and then cope, its all you can do. I'll see her again one day I know. And thank you everyone for your kind words and ( Read more... )

ow, ow, ow! My poor wee feet! They're still very painful now, but in a different way to normal so it makes a change anyway! The podiatrist was great, he really knew his stuff. Looking at my feet and the now twisted big toe he asked if they were checking for psuedo gout and lupus as well as gout. I told him lupus is checked for about every two years ( Read more... )