Sometimes I just wish there was someone special who would just hold me, quietly and gently. Always there is pain all over but my forearms where I take the blood from (AST) are always swollen these days and sore. I take blood 6 times a day but frequently each test requires several tries to get the blood to be enough. I just wish I had someone ( Read more... )

I've been on my own many years, many years. I prefer it that way but oh dear Gods I wish I had someone special who could gently massage my forearms these last few days. They were already swollen from all the blood testing and I've weeks to go at taking blood 8-9 times a day, many attempts each required test then any ketones tests too. I've only ( Read more... )

I am utterly, blissfully content. And I'm not sure what I want to say, other than I want to tell those I love and trust here because I know that you will be happy for me. As I said M came round some hours ago, I have been held, hugged, kissed and have utterly`melted.

I feel alive, and I feel awake as though I've been sleeping for many years ( Read more... )