Jun 23, 2017 02:08
Lots of unexpected today, I'd started to Fablon the sewing cupboard this evening when I was startled because the large Labrador puppy from the stables came trundling in and threw himself straight into my lap for a cuddle!! A friend asked me if I actually liked dog cuddles and this is the thing, whether I did or didn't - I was still getting one! I don't mind but what I think was very poignant given how sad I feel these days was the giving of unconditional love by the little guy and the full on expectation that it would be returned. It's incredibly innocent and very pure 💖 Something I needed and hadn't known I'd lost 😕
Also I was at the hospital earlier, Appliances are trying to get my insoles sorted, he can't believe how different they are to the actual prescription. Didn't get my normal outing as Northallerton was jammed to stationary with traffic and I get seriously panicky in traffic holdups, and we simply don't get them here except for a few minutes waiting for the railway at Northallerton 😕 Can't really bring myself to say about the cryptic bitch stuff 😢
fablon,
estate weirdness,
insoles,
cuddlepuddle,
alone,
dogs,
crafty bits