A Dutch Angle 😕
A terrible realisation hit me earlier this evening as news I heard without thinking about the implications sank in. I've been weepy ever since. There's so much involved, so much implicated, so much loss, it makes me feel empty, it makes my world tilt. I can't say a word, can't say a thing and all that I can think about is the need to say it. I didn't forsee the unexpected loss but it will hit me hard along with everything else 😢