At Peace
It is a very strange feeling that despite physically handling the bones of my cats yesterday I actually woke feeling OK this morning. Actually peaceful, serene. There was No fear of "What's the estate done this morning?", no fear of seeing their remains flung over the field. I've lost so much this year I think that would have broken me. Today we were going to go to that place but actually I wanted outdoors and more peaceful surroundings so we went to Beningbrough Hall and it was beautiful. Photos later.