Drs Upped Morphine due to Dental Anaesthetic damage
Was rushed to doctors today as emergency due to extreme pain from my face & BLINDING violent pain just above the damaged eye thanks to dental anaesthetic fkup Monday. My mouth has dropped on one side and eye lid same side won't close properly. Closed I can see out of it. I have no sensation in the eye. At least I have movement still, she's not paralysed it - yet. I'm to up my slow release morphine from 60mg to 80mg daily. I don't want this but the choice is survival. I'm to take the Oramorph I Hate. Doctor hopes this will help as I cannot take any anticonvulsant (I go suicidal, psychotic, bitch from hell with added gallons of water retention). Doctor is concerned Dentist has caused permanent damage. Again. My Trigeminal Neuralgia firing like a bitch and also giving a feeling that someone is scraping the flesh out of my cheek with a spoon. I've been out my head with pain and now going to be off my head from such high dose morphine increase. Yet there is no pain from the tooth nor was there before she did a simple temporary filing. But she is Notdoing the Fucking root canal she wants too. I have Sjogrens and Sarcoidosis, I Expect to lose teeth and I know dentures can't be tolerated no matter how distressing that will be.
And my father is also in hospital from Tuesday with a blockage again. My carer had to come back and rush me and my mum (who'd just arrived by taxi) in to the doctors, I was poorly when she left but within 20 minutes had crashed to blinding pain, double vision in that eye. Couldn't move etc. Publicly crying with pain is horrible, at doctors waiting room people become nervous, anxious and concerned but each wave of pain is too much to bear.
Just sometimes Gods, Why Me?