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he isnt even gone yet and im crying while making my chex mix, im just walking down the hall crying. im miserable just thinking of not being around him. he told me it isnt permanent, and i know that, but the thought makes me sick. im horribly upset about the thought. i miss him already. i suck, i know. im such a baby. speaking of baby....im taking the test on friday, i just know i am. i might not be, but i think i am.