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i have noticed a very scary trend and im not ok with it! all of my friends are married w/ babies or soon to be there. even though according to melanie i have been engaged everday of my life since i turned 18 the thought of marriage, babies and that life scares the shit out of me. just seeing all of my friends in umatilla, friends in ny being a settled down, adult real life livin, someone's spouse and parent sorta person really weirds me out. i guess i am not in that state of mind yet. i have always lived my life thinking about WHEN im an adult. well i just dont feel any different and dont think its here. the thought of graduating college is odd. i know the classes that i am going to take up till graduation. i have college visits planned. it is weird. i need to realize that these things are a part of my life now. hmm.