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WHY IS EVERYTHING TURNING OUT SO SHITTY WHY DO I FEEL SO SHITTY
WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE I AM LOOKING BACK AT ALL THE YEARS OF MY LIFE AND FEEL LIKE THEY AMOUNT TO NOTHING AND MY FRIENDSHIPS AMOUNT TO NOTHING BECAUSE ALL HUMANS WANT IS PLEASURE AND TO BE PLEASURABLE
ANYTHING LESS IS JUST SETTLING FOR LESS
I DON'T WANT TO BE THE LESS THAT IS SETTLED FOR.
I DON'T WANT TO BE SOME FUCK UP.
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP JUST YET,
BECAUSE TO BE HONEST,
IT SEEMS LIKE IT SUCKS.
Every way I look at it I'm just hiding from some real problems but
I don't know how to confront any of them or
solve them.
Fuck.
WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE I AM LOOKING BACK AT ALL THE YEARS OF MY LIFE AND FEEL LIKE THEY AMOUNT TO NOTHING AND MY FRIENDSHIPS AMOUNT TO NOTHING BECAUSE ALL HUMANS WANT IS PLEASURE AND TO BE PLEASURABLE
ANYTHING LESS IS JUST SETTLING FOR LESS
I DON'T WANT TO BE THE LESS THAT IS SETTLED FOR.
I DON'T WANT TO BE SOME FUCK UP.
I DON'T WANT TO GROW UP JUST YET,
BECAUSE TO BE HONEST,
IT SEEMS LIKE IT SUCKS.
Every way I look at it I'm just hiding from some real problems but
I don't know how to confront any of them or
solve them.
Fuck.