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[wearfancybriefs]

now i try to live in the tangible,
i keep and kept some diaries this year.
filled them up with hopes and fears and
stupid girl shits and
punches to my own mouth,
till my busted lip throbs and
rest one hand on my hip
dip the other aside my gums with saliva and blood and body
spit out a tooth.
that was me who hit
my own face.
it fucking hurts but look
the tips of my fingers say
rosy cheeked and blushing that i'm filled with
something rushing and
that is a thrill if i ever did experience a thrill by my own
pen.