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so he didn't call me today, probably because he thought i was rolling. he'll call me tomorrow night, i'm almost sure. i probably won't be rolling by that time anymore.
i don't know how i feel right now. i've been sort of bummed out all day, but in general anyway here. i feel so unproductive and lazy.
today i went running, watched tv. i'm SO sick of tv. i can't watch another second. if i keep running and such maybe i'll loose my 15 pounds of beer fat i gained in spain. that'd be cool. ew. gross.
anyway, as far as the brendan stuff goes, i'm not going to stress too much. when i talked to him i'll tell him all about it, and then it will be over, and i'll see him soon and nothing will have changed. nothing changed after we finished talking about it last night. i'm just having trouble figuring him out....not sure. i'm glad i said it though. but in a way regret it too. i guess it's good because it's a start for like communicating about important stuff. like we don't talk about our relationship, we've never faught etc. etc. isn't that weird that we've never faught and we've been together for like a year and a month?
*sigh* what is going on. i'm going to go for a walk soon. do SOMETHING! im stir crazy to the extreme. it feels so much later, its only 6! weird.
so ive been thinking. whooooa i'm going to be back in portland! after wishing for so long to be back it's actually soon, and i really havn't thought about it since coming back from spain. but yea, i'll be back. i'll be eating in the commons, i'll be seeing hella people i havn't seen in 9 months. weird too.
anyway, more rambling. peace out!!
i don't know how i feel right now. i've been sort of bummed out all day, but in general anyway here. i feel so unproductive and lazy.
today i went running, watched tv. i'm SO sick of tv. i can't watch another second. if i keep running and such maybe i'll loose my 15 pounds of beer fat i gained in spain. that'd be cool. ew. gross.
anyway, as far as the brendan stuff goes, i'm not going to stress too much. when i talked to him i'll tell him all about it, and then it will be over, and i'll see him soon and nothing will have changed. nothing changed after we finished talking about it last night. i'm just having trouble figuring him out....not sure. i'm glad i said it though. but in a way regret it too. i guess it's good because it's a start for like communicating about important stuff. like we don't talk about our relationship, we've never faught etc. etc. isn't that weird that we've never faught and we've been together for like a year and a month?
*sigh* what is going on. i'm going to go for a walk soon. do SOMETHING! im stir crazy to the extreme. it feels so much later, its only 6! weird.
so ive been thinking. whooooa i'm going to be back in portland! after wishing for so long to be back it's actually soon, and i really havn't thought about it since coming back from spain. but yea, i'll be back. i'll be eating in the commons, i'll be seeing hella people i havn't seen in 9 months. weird too.
anyway, more rambling. peace out!!