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SO back here. I kind of wish I had written here while in Spain. So many stories and details that I don't want to forget, but what can you do.
I've been back for a week now. It's weird. Sometimes depressing. I've done some fun things though. Last night ended up being fun and something when I thought it would be really boring. Q and Kristin picked me up and we went to Pete's to see claire. Got some tea, went to the apartment, and then to Pacifica. We ended up getting 40s and going to this dude Chicken's house who was having a little get together. It was cool. I was most stoked to spend time with Claire, Kristin and Q. And it was equally exciting to spend time with Q's boyfriend Jason and the other people there. I met an engineer and talked to him for a while, mostly to convince Kristin that there's nothing wrong with engineers. Her dad is trying to set her up with an engineer in his office. A french guy. Claire is all pesimisstic and thinks it's horrible and annoying. I'm like, fucking shut the fuck up for once Claire! Goddamn! He sounds hot, kristin doesn't go out on dates a lot and I think it's a fucking rad opportunity. Claire really pisses me off that way sometimes. The pessimistic shit and the self centered shit. Anyway, engineer dude named Ian was cool. The dude throwing it, Chicken ended up being cool too. At first I was weary but then ended up talking to him and found a little attraction there. Kristin was talking to him first and that was all rad and I was trying to stay out of it because I want her to get laid. But then (and I really did try to avoid this) we started talking. We talked for quite a bit and later he was all complamenting and trying to see me again. I can't help it. It's just too easy most of the time, you know? I guess it's skills. People skills. Like, take interest etc. Kristin can do it too though!! They were talking and having a good time and then she like, freaked and left the conversation. I don't know why she gets so scared. Anyway, I liked the boy taking interest, it makes me happy. Like, I have a problem or something. I get bored or something if there's no dudes or like, potential hooking up involved. I don't know. I gotta stop the cheating though. I think it will stop when I'm all spending all my free time with Brendan next semester and all in love. This long distance shit is hard.
Anyway, other thoughts. People in their 20s on the penninsula. I'm not de accuerdo. It depresses me. It's like, these people are doing the same shit they did in high school. But maybe not. For example, Chicken is a bio/chem major at SF state like, doing really well. And Q is new to the area so that doesn't really count. And the other dude is an engineer so that's not really doin the same shit as HS. I guess it just seeeams like it because I'm here doing the same shit as in high school. I don't know, it's hard to tell. I just know I couldn't handle living here. Or could I? Anyway, random thoughts.
I'm going to study some and then take Diane to an interview and then get some hot dogs.
Love,
Allie
I've been back for a week now. It's weird. Sometimes depressing. I've done some fun things though. Last night ended up being fun and something when I thought it would be really boring. Q and Kristin picked me up and we went to Pete's to see claire. Got some tea, went to the apartment, and then to Pacifica. We ended up getting 40s and going to this dude Chicken's house who was having a little get together. It was cool. I was most stoked to spend time with Claire, Kristin and Q. And it was equally exciting to spend time with Q's boyfriend Jason and the other people there. I met an engineer and talked to him for a while, mostly to convince Kristin that there's nothing wrong with engineers. Her dad is trying to set her up with an engineer in his office. A french guy. Claire is all pesimisstic and thinks it's horrible and annoying. I'm like, fucking shut the fuck up for once Claire! Goddamn! He sounds hot, kristin doesn't go out on dates a lot and I think it's a fucking rad opportunity. Claire really pisses me off that way sometimes. The pessimistic shit and the self centered shit. Anyway, engineer dude named Ian was cool. The dude throwing it, Chicken ended up being cool too. At first I was weary but then ended up talking to him and found a little attraction there. Kristin was talking to him first and that was all rad and I was trying to stay out of it because I want her to get laid. But then (and I really did try to avoid this) we started talking. We talked for quite a bit and later he was all complamenting and trying to see me again. I can't help it. It's just too easy most of the time, you know? I guess it's skills. People skills. Like, take interest etc. Kristin can do it too though!! They were talking and having a good time and then she like, freaked and left the conversation. I don't know why she gets so scared. Anyway, I liked the boy taking interest, it makes me happy. Like, I have a problem or something. I get bored or something if there's no dudes or like, potential hooking up involved. I don't know. I gotta stop the cheating though. I think it will stop when I'm all spending all my free time with Brendan next semester and all in love. This long distance shit is hard.
Anyway, other thoughts. People in their 20s on the penninsula. I'm not de accuerdo. It depresses me. It's like, these people are doing the same shit they did in high school. But maybe not. For example, Chicken is a bio/chem major at SF state like, doing really well. And Q is new to the area so that doesn't really count. And the other dude is an engineer so that's not really doin the same shit as HS. I guess it just seeeams like it because I'm here doing the same shit as in high school. I don't know, it's hard to tell. I just know I couldn't handle living here. Or could I? Anyway, random thoughts.
I'm going to study some and then take Diane to an interview and then get some hot dogs.
Love,
Allie