Apr 26, 2003 17:38
and what i ment to tell you was
we fall in love in our moments
of
shared lucidity
you fall in love in my moment
of lucidity
-i
fall in love
less and less often.
less and less with people.
ocassionaly with days.
but
regardless. thats not the matter of consequence
i think its your (want-be)guilt
and my
shamelessness
o! lousy godforsaken self indulgent selfishness
me seeking isolated passions
-to watch.
fuck involving myself in
jesus- im done with that.
it is a drug. its a selfinflicted chemical reaction.
this high that had lasted all too long, all too apparent
made everyone envious(itstrue.)
& if they weren't, i knew they should have been!
some scared.
other crazy fucks just in love.
but what i keep trying to tell you between digressions is this:
some things are only ment to be what they are, at the moment-however long and whatever long moment is.
taken at facevalue.
and my friend, sometimes connotation and undertone is what facevalue's all about.
i think i want to know you.