nightmare in question
i forgot most of it, i can piece together chapters of real terror that built up into a most unnatural way of dreaming. i have not been so powerless in years of dreaming. fuck, i wish, i could go back to hell
it was so complex, the amount and way of the shit i was in, trapped in a bad place with out of this world insane fucking people, trapped in my own body, i was screaming to them to run, but i could not stop, it was like being possessed. i was taking on their evil, the ones i had especially been trying to get away from. utter panic, fight/flight at their peaks at once
i was hurting something very badly with ? after escaping it myself, james was hurt, i was hurt, and everyone around, in this terrible masquerade of violent failures, chased by something only i could see, and a fucking cop, at the very end before i was woken up was questioning me, and then it happened again... that's when i realized it was me and i said run, nono, the wall had some importance, standin in front waiting out the crowds, but it was outside, i didnt think anone would hear me, and the last thing i think? someone, a girl said she heard me, she believed i wouldnt have done it... i twas a spell, a time when i was so weak and worn that i was easy, finally, to take over..
What???
it was so complex, the amount and way of the shit i was in, trapped in a bad place with out of this world insane fucking people, trapped in my own body, i was screaming to them to run, but i could not stop, it was like being possessed. i was taking on their evil, the ones i had especially been trying to get away from. utter panic, fight/flight at their peaks at once
i was hurting something very badly with ? after escaping it myself, james was hurt, i was hurt, and everyone around, in this terrible masquerade of violent failures, chased by something only i could see, and a fucking cop, at the very end before i was woken up was questioning me, and then it happened again... that's when i realized it was me and i said run, nono, the wall had some importance, standin in front waiting out the crowds, but it was outside, i didnt think anone would hear me, and the last thing i think? someone, a girl said she heard me, she believed i wouldnt have done it... i twas a spell, a time when i was so weak and worn that i was easy, finally, to take over..
What???