Fuck, my eyes hurt

Oct 06, 2003 11:18

And the only reason we got into a fight was because she came over on Friday and I knew then I wouldn't see her the rest of the weekend. I admit it, I wish she came over Saturday. I needed the extra buffer day after my friend left ( Read more... )

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Bitches ain't shit but Ho's and tricks!!! here2pickupchix October 6 2003, 09:13:31 UTC
Drinking? I expect more of you... if you act like you have nothing to offer, people will be inclined to believe you...

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Re: Bitches ain't shit but Ho's and tricks!!! weakestlink October 6 2003, 09:52:08 UTC
Reading of your expectations of me, I feel like I have greatly disappointed you. I am strong. I try to be strong. I had ONE drink, a mudslide, to be exact. Mostly ice cream...but even then so, a sip of the alcohol and I'm drunk. Sad but true. Damn it...of all people to disappoint, it had to be you. IT HAD TO BE YOU ( ... )

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Re: Bitches ain't shit but Ho's and tricks!!! here2pickupchix October 6 2003, 11:49:20 UTC
perhaps you need to adjust your perspective. I'm not disappointed in you, I just know that you're stronger than that, and also that you feel strongly about drinking.

Quite frankly dear, she doesn't sound worth it... sounds like she brings very little to the table at all... and perhaps because of this you felt that she would HAVE to give you what you need...

You have a lot to offer, I know you know that you do, but until you start acting like you do, it's going to be hard for people to see that.

You're going to be fine... you just shouldn't go compromising yourself over any silly cooze.. :P

*hugs*

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Re: Bitches ain't shit but Ho's and tricks!!! weakestlink October 6 2003, 13:46:07 UTC
In some ways I agree. I do have a lot to offer. However, for someone who brings very little to the table, as you said, this is the first person who made me feel so insignicant and unappreciated. I should also note, this is the first person I have EVER felt comfortable with on a sexual level. I could offer myself to her unlike any person I have dated. Remarkable, I think, seeing as this is the first person I have been intimate with that I have NOT dated. I don't know why I feel comfortable with her. It's not like she makes me feel special or loved. She doesn't. I get no sense of feeling from her at all. That's rather shitty and sad at the same moment. I don't know what to make of that ( ... )

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