its really not that hard..
i was fine, till he talked to me.. till i put an sad smily because i wanted him to call so i know hes still alive, but no. i should stop caring about him. since he cleary doesnt give 2 shits about me. its sad.. it hurts. i just want to cry. he cared about me, now its like: back the fuck off. i know he doesnt care about me about me. not one bit. but i still care about him, a whole lot. i always did but now, even through this, i still do. it hurts not being able to tell if he still cares. all the things that he does, i know he doesnt. i dont think anyone will do those things if you still love the person.
all because i still care about him, all because i still love him, all because if he does die, id die. i never wanted him to do that because the possability of dieing, but he doesnt care if he does. he did before, but why should he now right? lets hurt loreto more :). i never wanted him to do it because i saw myself with him, years down the road, with a family. we were still together, nothing ever happened between us, we were happy. i guess he doesnt think about his future anymore, or what happens to him if something actually does happen. he doesnt care that the person he loved, still cares. he doesnt care or love back. if he does, why doesnt he ever show it? [i wish he would] maybe he doesnt. if he dies... i dont know what id do. :*o(
i wish things were different.. i wish hed think about all the chances i have given him.
-xox- But I still love the way you bite your lip, and the way your hands rest on my hips.
all because i still care about him, all because i still love him, all because if he does die, id die. i never wanted him to do that because the possability of dieing, but he doesnt care if he does. he did before, but why should he now right? lets hurt loreto more :). i never wanted him to do it because i saw myself with him, years down the road, with a family. we were still together, nothing ever happened between us, we were happy. i guess he doesnt think about his future anymore, or what happens to him if something actually does happen. he doesnt care that the person he loved, still cares. he doesnt care or love back. if he does, why doesnt he ever show it? [i wish he would] maybe he doesnt. if he dies... i dont know what id do. :*o(
i wish things were different.. i wish hed think about all the chances i have given him.
-xox- But I still love the way you bite your lip, and the way your hands rest on my hips.