ill buy you a new one tomorrow
i fight the urge to call.
its sad. its so sad.
my parents are being really supportive. i love it how they are trying and i sometimes feel bad how i used to treat them. regreatful i suppose. i wonder how bad they would feel if i died. i know they would try to be happy, but yeah nvm.... stupid. my dad said they he felt horrible when he found out that norbert wasnt going to prom with me. he said it at dinner and i broke down. my daddy hugged me and said that everything will be alright, some more things, but it hurt so much. they talk to me and im greatful for that, trying to make me feel better. but everthing they said i take to thought.
i wish time moved faster. i really wish it would. its hard.
im going to watch tv and read.
-xox- I know that I'm sitting here dreaming of you
its sad. its so sad.
my parents are being really supportive. i love it how they are trying and i sometimes feel bad how i used to treat them. regreatful i suppose. i wonder how bad they would feel if i died. i know they would try to be happy, but yeah nvm.... stupid. my dad said they he felt horrible when he found out that norbert wasnt going to prom with me. he said it at dinner and i broke down. my daddy hugged me and said that everything will be alright, some more things, but it hurt so much. they talk to me and im greatful for that, trying to make me feel better. but everthing they said i take to thought.
i wish time moved faster. i really wish it would. its hard.
im going to watch tv and read.
-xox- I know that I'm sitting here dreaming of you