When Summer Slipped Away
Even though this person doesn't read my journal anymore, I shall leave this open message more for me to get it out I suppose:
Dear "Special K,"
What happened? I can understand you're busy, but too busy for the past 7 months? Or did you forget about me? We were once close, and we've shared a lot. How did we lose that? Is it because we're (literally) in 2 different places now? Or is it because of something else? I don't know why we're so distanced, but damn it, I just miss talking to you about nothing and everything. You helped me with so much, and it seemed like I did the same for you. Did you know how hard it was to tell you certain things? Do you remember the fun we had? Like the "fake drain stopper" moment? Or how your hands got black dye on them & I scrubbed it off for 20 minutes? Does what we shared (thoughts, feelings, jokes, etc.) still mean anything to you? I rememered your birthday, but I forgot to mail the card I got you. I wish I was still there with you and all the other fantastic people. But then again, maybe God made it to be this way. Maybe I was only supposed to be there for those 9 months. It's sad, but @ least I have so many good memories (including our entire friendship, even with the few difficult moments). What do you remember about us? Anything? Maybe you really just have to been too busy to be online for long periods of time. Because I know from other people that you've got so much more to do this year. So I guess I'll deal.
Until we talk again (if the day ever comes...),
Flour Tortilla
Dear "Special K,"
What happened? I can understand you're busy, but too busy for the past 7 months? Or did you forget about me? We were once close, and we've shared a lot. How did we lose that? Is it because we're (literally) in 2 different places now? Or is it because of something else? I don't know why we're so distanced, but damn it, I just miss talking to you about nothing and everything. You helped me with so much, and it seemed like I did the same for you. Did you know how hard it was to tell you certain things? Do you remember the fun we had? Like the "fake drain stopper" moment? Or how your hands got black dye on them & I scrubbed it off for 20 minutes? Does what we shared (thoughts, feelings, jokes, etc.) still mean anything to you? I rememered your birthday, but I forgot to mail the card I got you. I wish I was still there with you and all the other fantastic people. But then again, maybe God made it to be this way. Maybe I was only supposed to be there for those 9 months. It's sad, but @ least I have so many good memories (including our entire friendship, even with the few difficult moments). What do you remember about us? Anything? Maybe you really just have to been too busy to be online for long periods of time. Because I know from other people that you've got so much more to do this year. So I guess I'll deal.
Until we talk again (if the day ever comes...),
Flour Tortilla