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Well it's Sunday night again which means it will be Monday morning before too long. It's not that Mondays bother me that much or anything, It's just that I enjoy the weekends, but It never seems like they are long enough. It was strange enough being home this weekend after I havn't been home for the past several weekends, but we had a good time so that's all that matters
Last week was kind of a journey for me in several senses. First of all it was a week of a lot of traveling and lots of things to do. It was also a little bit of an emotional journey for me too. I also took a musical journey that ended up enlightening me as it usually does.
The traveling journey last week took me to Bakersville for the weekend, and then back on Sunday so that I could work Monday. Tuesday we went to the parkway and then to Tweetsie for the fireworks and all that. I spent much of the rest of the week traveling, as is the norm with work. And I even worked Saturday as well.
The emotional journey came from the fact that sometimes I feel like I don't know what is going on. I've kind of thought that I found something that I wanted, but I'm not sure if it's attainable or not. Being a person that has been set up for some big dissappointments I keep telling myself not to get too involved, but then part of me wants to beleive it will happen. I get some clues that things are like I want them to be, but then I get some that make me wonder if I'm seeing things the way I want to. I don't want to be jaded and set myself up for disappointment again, but I don't want to be a pessimist either.
The musical journey started with a trip to Target the other night. I bought the new Cash cd and it took me on somewhat of a journey, but the real journey came when I popped in the Phil Vassar greatest hits cd. There is a song on there that just fits me to a tee. It's called 21 and it made me realize how much I've grown as a person since I was in that age bracket. It seems like such a short time ago, but it also seems so distant as well. I was riding around with Bart last night and I played the song and he said man that is you it's almost like he wrote it about you. Man music can say the things we can't so many times. Well it's off to bed for me I've got another week of fun awaiting.