dreams and the L
God it is cold in here…I come home and the heat is off upstairs? Why? It’s a mystery.
I’ve been having some whacked out dreams lately. Sunday night…I had a dream that I was driving around in a a gray jeep Cherokee…but I wasn’t in the car driving it…I was driving it with a big remote control thing. And I was driving it around this parking lot and all I wanted to do was park…but everytime I tried to I kept crashing into people left and right. And then when I realized what I did I ditched the car and hid from these people that were looking for me. So the rest of the dream I was hiding behind cars..listening to these people talk about this person (me) who smashed into everyone. And I kept thinking to myself “I can’t turn myself in..I don’t want my insurance to go up”.
Last night I had a dream this huge black spider…the size of my hand was crawling on my shoulder. I kept trying to brush it off…and in the middle of brushing it off I woke up (for real) and I guess I was so out of it that I thought the spider was still on me…so I was about to get up, turn the light on and look to see if there was actually a spider. But then I calmed down and realized there was no spider. Hated it….I hate it when I wake up but am still so out of it that I can't feel reality for like 5 seconds. Sometimes I hate that I dream so much...its either a really bad dream that scares me....or a really good one that frustrates me! ah! hehe
I just watched the L word season premiere on their website…sadly I don’t have showtime….we did at one point, now it seems to have vanished and in its place are like 5 HBOs. But anyway…was an interesting episode…..I still love Bette…and Alice..I love how Alice is so cool with herself despite everything. And I kind of love how Mora is back….god that look she gave Jenny was like fire…love it. So I’m curious to see where this season goes with all this. I just read on their website (total dork I know) that Cybil Shepard is a new character this season?! Shes supposed to be working with Bette or something…and she comes out as a lesbian (of course hah)…but crazy…Cybil Shepard??? I might find this incredibly hot….and I don’t know why…
p.s. watching this show makes me miss queer as folk like crazy!
I’ve been having some whacked out dreams lately. Sunday night…I had a dream that I was driving around in a a gray jeep Cherokee…but I wasn’t in the car driving it…I was driving it with a big remote control thing. And I was driving it around this parking lot and all I wanted to do was park…but everytime I tried to I kept crashing into people left and right. And then when I realized what I did I ditched the car and hid from these people that were looking for me. So the rest of the dream I was hiding behind cars..listening to these people talk about this person (me) who smashed into everyone. And I kept thinking to myself “I can’t turn myself in..I don’t want my insurance to go up”.
Last night I had a dream this huge black spider…the size of my hand was crawling on my shoulder. I kept trying to brush it off…and in the middle of brushing it off I woke up (for real) and I guess I was so out of it that I thought the spider was still on me…so I was about to get up, turn the light on and look to see if there was actually a spider. But then I calmed down and realized there was no spider. Hated it….I hate it when I wake up but am still so out of it that I can't feel reality for like 5 seconds. Sometimes I hate that I dream so much...its either a really bad dream that scares me....or a really good one that frustrates me! ah! hehe
I just watched the L word season premiere on their website…sadly I don’t have showtime….we did at one point, now it seems to have vanished and in its place are like 5 HBOs. But anyway…was an interesting episode…..I still love Bette…and Alice..I love how Alice is so cool with herself despite everything. And I kind of love how Mora is back….god that look she gave Jenny was like fire…love it. So I’m curious to see where this season goes with all this. I just read on their website (total dork I know) that Cybil Shepard is a new character this season?! Shes supposed to be working with Bette or something…and she comes out as a lesbian (of course hah)…but crazy…Cybil Shepard??? I might find this incredibly hot….and I don’t know why…
p.s. watching this show makes me miss queer as folk like crazy!