Getting nervous.
I'm rather surprised that I'm feeling a bit apprehensive towards my surgery on Thursday. I mean, how many have I had - you would think that I wouldn't be worried at all. I suppose it's all the stress of the past few weeks. Between the crap going on at my job, dealing with my mother-in-law's illness and the holidays, I'm just frazzled. Even things that don't normally bother me have been irritating the heck out of me. And I feel bad because I want to be more of a friend to people but I can't help but be very self-centered lately.