Mar 07, 2007 21:10
far away.
i'm running away.
maybe if i go far enough the hurtful things said will cease to echo in my mind, possibly i can forget about it all, perhaps i can move on from this life and start a new one.
i'll never forgive that one person. i saw him today. i couldnt breathe, he smiled a sleezy smile, and i threw up.
as hard as it is, somehow i have to forgive him.
i know i am intelligent enough to realize what happened wasnt my fault but i just cant seem to understand why it happened at all, i never will. i believe everything happens for a reason, God's reason, but why did this have to happen.
why was it done to me.
i weep at my life.
she called today and it struck me to find she cared, i miss you.
mister, why must you insist on degrating yourself to where you dont belong, i wish you could see how much i care.
i'm running away.
far away.
when i leave i shall miss those whom i care for so very much.
i love you all.