torn lace makes an ugly dress
i'm sick.
i'm weak.
i'm irritated.
i'm giving up.
i went to the doctors today to find out that i am sicker than i thought, in mind and body. they want to put me on anti depresents again, i refuse to take them. i think my favorite part of that conversation was her telling me i'm not acting like things are okay "everyone has problems" but we can help you fight the urges to going back to your old ways "what old ways" suicide "theres hardly a time i am not depressed in one way or another and not a time that i dont think suicide isnt a solution, but i'm fine." i don't agree with this but i can't make you take something.
i'm sick.
i'm weak.
i'm irritaded.
i want to run away.
i want him to start being sober.
i want it to be black.
pitch black.
i hate the light, it hurts my head.
i'm weak.
i'm irritated.
i'm giving up.
i went to the doctors today to find out that i am sicker than i thought, in mind and body. they want to put me on anti depresents again, i refuse to take them. i think my favorite part of that conversation was her telling me i'm not acting like things are okay "everyone has problems" but we can help you fight the urges to going back to your old ways "what old ways" suicide "theres hardly a time i am not depressed in one way or another and not a time that i dont think suicide isnt a solution, but i'm fine." i don't agree with this but i can't make you take something.
i'm sick.
i'm weak.
i'm irritaded.
i want to run away.
i want him to start being sober.
i want it to be black.
pitch black.
i hate the light, it hurts my head.