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I had another dream, another dream of........
I was pregnant. I was pregnant, and it was ______'s child.
But I knew we had never had sex, so it didn't make any sense.
Just like every other dream i've had concerning me having children.
Which....now, within the past five months is about...4 or 5?
I don't want to have kids for another decade.
Who is Corinne Brown?
nothing about that makes any sense.
At least this time I knew it was who's it was supposed to be.
But it still didn't make sense.
And, I had known I had had my period the past few months.
But I was at least 4 months in, my stomach was swelling a little.
I was concerned because I hadn't been eating well lately, and I knew it would effect the baby.
I was wearing a white dress with some threaded trim of color..
and there was a big stain of red that appeared on the front.
I had a miscarriage.
Nothing makes sense about this.
And oh, I ..I am obsessed with dreams.
What am I trying to say to myself?
That's the second time my child has died.
Once before birth,
and Once when they were new, but not new...older in body, but not in time.
fast ageing disease....
Who is Corinne.
I was pregnant. I was pregnant, and it was ______'s child.
But I knew we had never had sex, so it didn't make any sense.
Just like every other dream i've had concerning me having children.
Which....now, within the past five months is about...4 or 5?
I don't want to have kids for another decade.
Who is Corinne Brown?
nothing about that makes any sense.
At least this time I knew it was who's it was supposed to be.
But it still didn't make sense.
And, I had known I had had my period the past few months.
But I was at least 4 months in, my stomach was swelling a little.
I was concerned because I hadn't been eating well lately, and I knew it would effect the baby.
I was wearing a white dress with some threaded trim of color..
and there was a big stain of red that appeared on the front.
I had a miscarriage.
Nothing makes sense about this.
And oh, I ..I am obsessed with dreams.
What am I trying to say to myself?
That's the second time my child has died.
Once before birth,
and Once when they were new, but not new...older in body, but not in time.
fast ageing disease....
Who is Corinne.