It is official . . .
I am definately fickle. If you are reading this, you know that all too well. But this whole posting thing becomes and issue when you repetedly can't figure out what you are thinking. I know that this makes me a not so easy person to deal with sometimes, but over all I am pretty good at speaking my mind. I am not moody, or rude, just a little indecisive. Where am I going with this. . . I guess just wherever it takes me. I feel that way with everything right now. I am just coasting, downhill.
While I am soooo ready to get out of high school there are so many new feelings looming around the bend. Friendships, those loved and lost, those that are being taken away from me by distance, those that are so close but cause so much hurt. I am really great at pretending like nothing is wrong. I think that is because most of the time I just deal with situation and it is over, but sometimes it is less painful to just paint on a happy face and pretend like the other person isn't riping your heart out. At least it helps the other person sleep at night.
For those of you that don't know, I am going to Southern Methodist University in Dallas Texas. 10 hours away from my happy little suburan havan of Hoover Alabama. I am so excited! It is the college of my dreams. It is not to big, not to small, and located right in the middle of USA Today's #5 "best neiborhood to live in in the United States". It is sooooo nice. It will be so hard to leave David though. He has been with me this year through so much and I can only hope that he knows how much I love and apprecite him. It looks like he is staying here to hold things down in T-Town, since I can't be there to do that! :)
Well as you can prob. see from the post time, I should be at school right now, better get going! I love you all!! Have a great day! or night . . . :)
While I am soooo ready to get out of high school there are so many new feelings looming around the bend. Friendships, those loved and lost, those that are being taken away from me by distance, those that are so close but cause so much hurt. I am really great at pretending like nothing is wrong. I think that is because most of the time I just deal with situation and it is over, but sometimes it is less painful to just paint on a happy face and pretend like the other person isn't riping your heart out. At least it helps the other person sleep at night.
For those of you that don't know, I am going to Southern Methodist University in Dallas Texas. 10 hours away from my happy little suburan havan of Hoover Alabama. I am so excited! It is the college of my dreams. It is not to big, not to small, and located right in the middle of USA Today's #5 "best neiborhood to live in in the United States". It is sooooo nice. It will be so hard to leave David though. He has been with me this year through so much and I can only hope that he knows how much I love and apprecite him. It looks like he is staying here to hold things down in T-Town, since I can't be there to do that! :)
Well as you can prob. see from the post time, I should be at school right now, better get going! I love you all!! Have a great day! or night . . . :)