Gibberfuck
Weird. I just heard a new song on Al(vomit)ice, and
it threw me back again. Suddenly all these random
events are leading me to that particular death trap,
that I've managed to escape oh so well untill now.
It's true, November is being crossed. None of
you know what I'm talking about, yes I know,
but that's ok. I just need to say it,
for my own proof for myself.
It haunts me.
And depending on what my brother says,
it'll haunt me even more. Soon, I'll be
a slave once again, something to
walk over. My pride and power
lost to seduction.
Sweet erotic seduction.
hahaha
:(
Anyways, the show must go on. Up with the read curtains, out comes the drag queen.
I had a fun Halloween party. I spent that day doing fucking math and social studies, not knowing
was the expect. We got together and went to the metreon. Some random gay guy trying to sell
his products grabbed me vicously in attempt to get me to pay mah pot money. "Cum here sweeeeetie"
with his faggy little fingers tugging at my hand. Makes me think my dick doesn't know what's
best for it.
Nightmare before Christmas was fun. The beginning was the best though when shards of
glass burst toward your 3D glasses, scary, in a good way. The movie was pretty cool.
Wish I had gone baked. And I'm downloading the soundtrack right now, because it
appears to have Fiona, Panic, and Manson? Something like that. We later went on the
slides which was fuckin' fun, but then this Asian security gaurd got dhiarria and made
us leave....because he's a fuckin' potsticker. I sound racist, but I swear I'm fucking not.
I just don't know how else to describe the shape of this man's head. So I did my best.
Give me a break.
We went home and draaaaaaannnnk. Well Sam went to be lame and deal with relationship
stuff, while Kelly and I chugged the Hipnotic (my absolute favorite alcholic beverage.)
Which was a fucking expensive whoppin' 20 dollars, but Sam got it for me because
she's nice, and it made up for throwing an ipod at my head. >.> Then I drank margharita,
and vodka. Fuck I was iiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnn.
Wow, my itunes had this man speaking in a low voice about the origins of holidays from
the Nightmare before Xmas, and I started tow onder why he wouldn't stop speaking, because
it was all noncense to begin with. Then I realized he wouldn't stop. Ever. So I chagned it.
Anyway, Kelly and I went bike riding leaving the littered party scene. It was so fun,
we went to Silverscreen, and realized were more smashed than we thought, because
I don't quite remember. Later Kelly and I baked coissants with Sam's coissant dough.
Kelly passed out from extreme intoxication, and I finished them up, and popped some
of the lovely warm fresh bops.
Yesterday I woke up and did my therapy and astrology thing, which was great. It
was actually fuckin' scary, but I know better than to get into it. When I got back
Kelly was there, we smoked, and went to whole foods to pick up some groceries
for my mom to make salad. We spent a good deal of time shopping, and suddenly
I realized I left the money at home, so we had to bike back, have a slice of pizza,
and come back and pay for them, and then Claire's family friend coke friend enemy
person who works there started attacking me with conversation issues as she spat
on her shirt as she spoke, and other various disturbing behaviors.
FUCK YEA, this soundtrack is the shit. Manson sings the opening "this is halloween"
Fiona's got "Sally's song" Fall out boy has "What is this" She wants revenge has
"kidnap the sandy clause" and Panic! has "This is halloween" as well as Manson.
I'm on Fiona. Fuckin' excited. Along with Cradle and B2B I'm in musical heaven.
Oh yea, Kelly and I made prints with my mom in her studio, and it was pretty fun,
even though I was pretty exhuasted. Later we had pretty deep conversation, or
at least in comparison to the ones my friends can usually keep.
~~~~I'm looking @ pictures from Europe, and they're crazy.~~~~~~~~~~
My brother gave me some desturbing news. I'm still learning how to deal with
it. But that's seperate from everything else.
By the way, Panic! at the disco's song is one of the best they've ever made.
Today I'm a pooop. But I worked out and did piano anyways, and I'm
about to put Halloween decorations up, and I don't have a costume,
and that to me is lame. LAME. Best holiday, not prepared.
it threw me back again. Suddenly all these random
events are leading me to that particular death trap,
that I've managed to escape oh so well untill now.
It's true, November is being crossed. None of
you know what I'm talking about, yes I know,
but that's ok. I just need to say it,
for my own proof for myself.
It haunts me.
And depending on what my brother says,
it'll haunt me even more. Soon, I'll be
a slave once again, something to
walk over. My pride and power
lost to seduction.
Sweet erotic seduction.
hahaha
:(
Anyways, the show must go on. Up with the read curtains, out comes the drag queen.
I had a fun Halloween party. I spent that day doing fucking math and social studies, not knowing
was the expect. We got together and went to the metreon. Some random gay guy trying to sell
his products grabbed me vicously in attempt to get me to pay mah pot money. "Cum here sweeeeetie"
with his faggy little fingers tugging at my hand. Makes me think my dick doesn't know what's
best for it.
Nightmare before Christmas was fun. The beginning was the best though when shards of
glass burst toward your 3D glasses, scary, in a good way. The movie was pretty cool.
Wish I had gone baked. And I'm downloading the soundtrack right now, because it
appears to have Fiona, Panic, and Manson? Something like that. We later went on the
slides which was fuckin' fun, but then this Asian security gaurd got dhiarria and made
us leave....because he's a fuckin' potsticker. I sound racist, but I swear I'm fucking not.
I just don't know how else to describe the shape of this man's head. So I did my best.
Give me a break.
We went home and draaaaaaannnnk. Well Sam went to be lame and deal with relationship
stuff, while Kelly and I chugged the Hipnotic (my absolute favorite alcholic beverage.)
Which was a fucking expensive whoppin' 20 dollars, but Sam got it for me because
she's nice, and it made up for throwing an ipod at my head. >.> Then I drank margharita,
and vodka. Fuck I was iiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnn.
Wow, my itunes had this man speaking in a low voice about the origins of holidays from
the Nightmare before Xmas, and I started tow onder why he wouldn't stop speaking, because
it was all noncense to begin with. Then I realized he wouldn't stop. Ever. So I chagned it.
Anyway, Kelly and I went bike riding leaving the littered party scene. It was so fun,
we went to Silverscreen, and realized were more smashed than we thought, because
I don't quite remember. Later Kelly and I baked coissants with Sam's coissant dough.
Kelly passed out from extreme intoxication, and I finished them up, and popped some
of the lovely warm fresh bops.
Yesterday I woke up and did my therapy and astrology thing, which was great. It
was actually fuckin' scary, but I know better than to get into it. When I got back
Kelly was there, we smoked, and went to whole foods to pick up some groceries
for my mom to make salad. We spent a good deal of time shopping, and suddenly
I realized I left the money at home, so we had to bike back, have a slice of pizza,
and come back and pay for them, and then Claire's family friend coke friend enemy
person who works there started attacking me with conversation issues as she spat
on her shirt as she spoke, and other various disturbing behaviors.
FUCK YEA, this soundtrack is the shit. Manson sings the opening "this is halloween"
Fiona's got "Sally's song" Fall out boy has "What is this" She wants revenge has
"kidnap the sandy clause" and Panic! has "This is halloween" as well as Manson.
I'm on Fiona. Fuckin' excited. Along with Cradle and B2B I'm in musical heaven.
Oh yea, Kelly and I made prints with my mom in her studio, and it was pretty fun,
even though I was pretty exhuasted. Later we had pretty deep conversation, or
at least in comparison to the ones my friends can usually keep.
~~~~I'm looking @ pictures from Europe, and they're crazy.~~~~~~~~~~
My brother gave me some desturbing news. I'm still learning how to deal with
it. But that's seperate from everything else.
By the way, Panic! at the disco's song is one of the best they've ever made.
Today I'm a pooop. But I worked out and did piano anyways, and I'm
about to put Halloween decorations up, and I don't have a costume,
and that to me is lame. LAME. Best holiday, not prepared.