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I suppose I should be writing an entiry because I havent in sometime. I write so much in my real writen journal that I never really know what to put in here. I am doing good. I love my job sooo freaking much and my boss Lizz is Amazing. I start school in January and I wish it would come so much sooner. I really miss school I never really realized how much it kept me busy. I miss the books and the wirting assignments and the teachers and learning. I love to learn and I really want to start my profession. I want to be a doctor in Marine Biology so bad and I want it now. I know I have a long time for that to happen, but I know its going to fly by.
I have read so much latly just to pass the time I read some really good books though. A book that Johns Amazing mother gave me, "The Secret Lives of Bees" It was a heartful book about a little girl that lost her mother. Something that I feel with not being able to spend time with Johns mom anymore. I miss her and Jim(Johns dad) so much. I miss the whole family. I mean there isnt a day that goes by that I dont think about John or the family. I know John and I may never be together again, but I still want to be in his life so bad. Even as a friend, and I know that will be hard for us both, but it would be worth it to just have him talk to me again. I dont get it, I did nothing wrong to him and was always there for him yet, I am the one being punished.
Okay off of John now. Thanksgiving is tomorrow and I love food so I cant wait. My mom made seperate dishes for me because I dont eat meat, like a small personal lasgina( how ever you spell that) for me because the large one has meat in it. I love food. Yummy in my Tummy. i really miss Ashley,Alyssa, Matt,and Steph. I Miss home too. I wish I could be home for the holidays. How nice would that be for me and my friends.
Tomorrow is going to be fun though. I have some friends that are coming to our house. We have like 15 plus people coming. Grease is going to be here, and Andrew! I miss Andrew he has been so busy and I havent really seen him. This Saturday when my parents go to AZ my mom said he could stay with me so I am really excited about that. I like Andrew a lot and so I think that as soon as we both stop being sooo freaking busy I think we may start a relationship.
Kat is having her very own adn first thanksgiving with the roomies and I am going to go stop by there to help her out and say hello. I havent really seen all of them since the day after the most amazing halloween party ever! So I may stop by.
Well I have to be off, I am getting ready for the Danzig show tonight. I just painted my toes and finger nails and I mosturized too. I am soft and pretty.
<3 Shaina AKA Bobe
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I have read so much latly just to pass the time I read some really good books though. A book that Johns Amazing mother gave me, "The Secret Lives of Bees" It was a heartful book about a little girl that lost her mother. Something that I feel with not being able to spend time with Johns mom anymore. I miss her and Jim(Johns dad) so much. I miss the whole family. I mean there isnt a day that goes by that I dont think about John or the family. I know John and I may never be together again, but I still want to be in his life so bad. Even as a friend, and I know that will be hard for us both, but it would be worth it to just have him talk to me again. I dont get it, I did nothing wrong to him and was always there for him yet, I am the one being punished.
Okay off of John now. Thanksgiving is tomorrow and I love food so I cant wait. My mom made seperate dishes for me because I dont eat meat, like a small personal lasgina( how ever you spell that) for me because the large one has meat in it. I love food. Yummy in my Tummy. i really miss Ashley,Alyssa, Matt,and Steph. I Miss home too. I wish I could be home for the holidays. How nice would that be for me and my friends.
Tomorrow is going to be fun though. I have some friends that are coming to our house. We have like 15 plus people coming. Grease is going to be here, and Andrew! I miss Andrew he has been so busy and I havent really seen him. This Saturday when my parents go to AZ my mom said he could stay with me so I am really excited about that. I like Andrew a lot and so I think that as soon as we both stop being sooo freaking busy I think we may start a relationship.
Kat is having her very own adn first thanksgiving with the roomies and I am going to go stop by there to help her out and say hello. I havent really seen all of them since the day after the most amazing halloween party ever! So I may stop by.
Well I have to be off, I am getting ready for the Danzig show tonight. I just painted my toes and finger nails and I mosturized too. I am soft and pretty.
<3 Shaina AKA Bobe
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