What Seems to be forever...
I fell in Love with a guy...What seems to be forever ago. I still Love him more than ever now. He has a problem and wont tell me about it, just shuts me out so I dont get hurt... Why? I wish he would understand that it hurts me so much more to just shunn me away. I want to be there for him, I want to be the one that is always by his side like he says.
Not only did I fall in Love with him but the most amazing people, his family. People I now concider a family of my own. His sisters, girls that I see as my sisters. One that I got so close with we tell each other everything.
When I thought that everything was great... Talk of marraige and never being with out one another ever again. Then hit with reality something I have grown to despise.
I want everything to go back to normal and I know that may never happen, but I can have dreams cant I? I always said that if him and I would have ever got back together than I would charish ever moment we had together... I did but I thought that I would have more time with him and I let myself get so use to being with him everyday that it didnt even accure to me that anything would happen.
I have been trying to just let go... I find myself crying for what seems to be forever. I dont cry, I hate crying. I love to laugh and sing and smile and be me! I know he still Loves me... I can feel it, Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. - Aristotle Yes I believe that and I feel that with him. When I look at him or even when we kiss or even when we are making love ... I feel it I see it in him. Everything. My whole life in him.
Everything he told me and his parents and my mom and aunt and our friends. About us getting married and moving away together with such enthusiasum and excitment. I know that its what he really wants... I can see it in his eyes.
I fell in Love with this man for WHAT SEEMS TO BE FOREVER. I still Love him and I always will. Forever in me and forever in him.
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Not only did I fall in Love with him but the most amazing people, his family. People I now concider a family of my own. His sisters, girls that I see as my sisters. One that I got so close with we tell each other everything.
When I thought that everything was great... Talk of marraige and never being with out one another ever again. Then hit with reality something I have grown to despise.
I want everything to go back to normal and I know that may never happen, but I can have dreams cant I? I always said that if him and I would have ever got back together than I would charish ever moment we had together... I did but I thought that I would have more time with him and I let myself get so use to being with him everyday that it didnt even accure to me that anything would happen.
I have been trying to just let go... I find myself crying for what seems to be forever. I dont cry, I hate crying. I love to laugh and sing and smile and be me! I know he still Loves me... I can feel it, Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. - Aristotle Yes I believe that and I feel that with him. When I look at him or even when we kiss or even when we are making love ... I feel it I see it in him. Everything. My whole life in him.
Everything he told me and his parents and my mom and aunt and our friends. About us getting married and moving away together with such enthusiasum and excitment. I know that its what he really wants... I can see it in his eyes.
I fell in Love with this man for WHAT SEEMS TO BE FOREVER. I still Love him and I always will. Forever in me and forever in him.
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