it's been interesting

[watermeli]

from the beginning, something told me that this weekend wouldn't work out. i don't mean to sound pessimistic, but i dreamt it. for the most part it hasn't. on a good note, monica came :) thursday night and friday i waited and no one came. i had set these expectations that were never met. maria, i am so sorry for your loss and i hope that everything is ok. things didn't work out, but i love you and you know i'm here. i miss you though. i'm excited for the next time we can see each other. i had a bad conversation with my mom that left me feeling crappy. i finally got to go to the BGE, but i had a pounding headache the whole time. then we went to a bar and my not so hot day totally showed there. im sorry for being in such a sour mood and i hope that i didn't spoil anyones night. i'm just not myself and today wasn't a good day. i feel really weird and i don't know how to explain it and i don't know why.

everyone has their off days, maybe i need to sleep it off. i hope tomorrow is better.

btw, tomorrow i am the biggest Auburn fan on the planet... so are youuu!